GoHardGoHome

“Some girls claim they want a good guy, but when they meet one, he’s “just a friend.” Then they fall for the player & get their heart broken.”

When you think of sum’n …what do you see. A image, word, or action. Can you really see it or live it. Whatever it is… know this… It is possible but do you really want it to come true… not weighing the the pros and cons? Something to think about isn’t it?

To Think of How This Year Has Gone Is To Know I Lived The Good Life. My Life Is A True Blessing…

How I wish to see life is not always how life is to be seen or outsourced.

I must say I have learned that it comes down to is true happiness I find within and what I make in my days events.

At times, you have to look back and hope other forgive you for being who you were in those situations and to know your true friends with be there at the end.

I thank whoever reads this to know… I am here… I can listen… I strong and alive.

Cheerish The Day… Happy Holidays

2 months… a full 2 months of no blogs… Thats got to change.

Since then, I have doing new things… seeing life different but keeping one thing the same… family… I LOVE MY FAMILY. Nothing will change that.

But I must find my own inner peace….

I will use this week to focus on this:

People long for a connection … either in a emotional, mental or physical way.

I also had a birthday party… I lived the night away and woke up in a interesting way.

I can only tell people that story in person.

The past weeks have been full of stories and I realized I will always be a people person…

I will share more these days as we enter the new year….

FOCUS ON THIS… NEVER THINK OF YESTERDAY IF YOU HAVE TODAY TO FIGURE OUT!!!

Smile, Sushi & Slurpees!

as times passes… as the days light brightens the sky… and moon illuminates the night, would that make a difference in my life.

With all the fun of last week leading to this past weekend… will that for-fill my appetite of life.

As their is a little emptiness I have felt suddenly as of today to know I am evolving to this chance of diet, to being happy and learning to be selfish.

People usually see the word “selfish” and they depict it not so pretty… but when you give time, energy and assist people that need to help them selves before they ask for help from others… thats when I personally need to be selfish.

Don’t get me wrong… I live a good life… have pretty god friends… always making new friends and acquaitances but my core is my family.

I am a person that is right now about family.. and will be for quite a while. I am fully sure I will have kids sooner rather than later but patience is key. (It doesn’t help being single.)

I have seen that “keywords” are important. Like I miss my “birdie” when my nephew tries himself to sleep when actuallity I know what he really says. In missing the presence of his father… I can relate. But it put alot into perspective. We are not alone in this world. We cannot suffer alone. It only triggered me to be emotional and realize that, “I will live another day”, “Another Day, Another Dollar”… “Live Your Life!”.

I end this blog with something… “What would you do if you knew I was not existent on this world anymore? … would it effect 1 day, couple of days, months, years or even a second of your life?

I am happy…. :o)

Smile, Sushi & Slurpees!

LPC

I think I am on Day 7: 10lbs in 30 days. I have lost 5lbs and I am ahead of schedule for some odd reason.

Reason being is because of this:

I went out Thursday for a small cheat day or Maragaritas in downtown DC (Dupont Circle) which had a excellent spot called Lupe Cantina http://www.lupecantina.com/

I also went to Lucky Bar but I kept it low key and simple. Until 11 pm, then I met up with a friend in Frederick. It was a great evening but I had much more “cold” beverages.

Friday night was to be a outting with some friends at Gaithersburg or go out with my good friends who is from Jersey. But things came up and I found myself Friday night at the Reef. Before I knew it 3 “cold” shots down and I am dancing. The groin/abductor injury is healing well.

So alls good.

Saturday came around… Pumpkin Patch time and I wore 3 layers for some odd reason… I did look cute but thats besides the point.

Also hit the DC United soccer game, went to Fado’s ( which I have no idea of pronouncing) in Chinatown DC , then to Broadway Diner in Rockville. I went to sleep at 6:15am and woke up at 6:45am to go to work for a 12 hours shift.

I live large and make sure I got some well deserved rest.

Monday had me working then under a 3 hour workout. That is the best but remind me to have 2 more extra meals. 3 is not enough per day.

Tuesday had me lounging, cleaning, smiling… and being orientated on some priorities.

That leads me to this saying.

“I wonder if I can change”… The Verve “Bitter Sweet Symphony

You must stay focused… strive for the best. It’s ok to disappoint people around you as long as you are not disappointing yourself!

I realized also… some people don’t realize what they have in front of them… they don’t realize a true connection, they don’t any better but to stay in a cycle.

I can’t help anyone until they realize they need help… it’s had but I need to do me.

My goal is work hard in the gym, cook the great meals, enjoy my family time, enjoy my free time and get back into the dating scene nice and slow. Love going out and I think I will start asking someone out real soon with no expectation but to enjoy each others company.

Thank You

Smile, Sushi & Slurpees

LPC

Today has been such a great day… accomplishing the laundry, cleaning, work @ home and I even followed a wild rice recipe to make a great chicken breast with wild rice mix… it was great… I need to get some more serving of this before heading out to Margaritas in Dupont with #DCTwirlies . Should be nice.

I wondering if I can fit in a workout at my usual Golds Gym or if I should just go to the one off Van Ness. We shall see. I need to get a workout in. I have a craving.

Jersey sure… repeat one (11:00pm est) might be needed as a night cap to my evening… I busy couple of days ahead. So we shall see and a promise of pictures.